Where

I don’t know where to start.  It’s been so long since I wrote on this blog.  Life has changed for the better I believe, but only the future that God has determined will be indicative of that.  I think my struggle with the fact that my future is so undecided has been really weighing on my heart.  Sometimes, I rest my life in God’s hands, but many times I try to take my future in my own hands.  A verse in Jeremiah seems to come to mind when I begin to take the future into my own hands.  ”For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the LORD, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future”‘  Constantly reminding myself that God has the where part figured out, gives me hope.  I want my desire to have control to cease and His control increase.  Ahhh,  just some thoughts.